My old boyfriend died in 2015 (from diabetes) and I’ve been single since then. I also don’t know if I’ll like having sex or not. I am sexually attracted to men/am straight but I don’t know. It’s like the idea of someone doing that to me, I’d find it embarrassing because I’m gross.
You can both have things you want to improve in yourself and also have a relationship at the same time. Approach the world with open arms and allow the world to love you back.
Having spent some time at a Durian farm recently, everyone is special on the inside even if they are a bit smelly and prickly on the outside.
I will echo what other people have already said in this post, things that worked for me and my self confidence and feeling balanced and happy
it’s a menu of options, but I think the more you do the less gross you will feel day to day.