Makes total sense to me! Being an ally and being progressive has nothing to do with your tastes, preferences and comfort levels.
Just because you didn’t like it doesn’t mean anything at all about how accepting you are of others choices. If you feel still weird enough that it’s bothering you it’s OK to talk about it with your friends/family or a professional.






What’s not working? If any amount of midi is being picked up then you may need to remap, otherwise you might need drivers for the usb, or need to use a hardware usb midi box instead of usb