Looks like a lot of people are encouraging 3d printing (of which I am a huge fan) but I’ll go the other way. You could try making models for a video game or 3d environment. Any models that look a little meh you can throw into blender to try to touch up. Fire up unreal or Godot and see what you can make!
What do you mean monitor you? And what deviousness are you talking about? It really seems like we’re missing some of the story here.