If you want to heal your depression, then your desires are completely out of order…

Let me renumerate and reorder your list.

-Understand that desire or lack of fruition is useless pain, you are in control of desire

-Contemplate why you must escape where you are, where you want to go, why you want to be there, and what you need to do so.

-Obtain certifications or educational notes as they are needed

The rest of the list is needless and will fall into place one way or another. Men think they run to a destination, when most often they run from.