• OurTragicUniverse@kbin.social
      4·
      11 months ago

      Might wanna look into OCD then. That sort of mentally torturing yourself is very OCD, so is the belief that if you do it often enough/just right, it will protect you and your community from harm.

      • t0fr@lemmy.caOPEnglish
        2·
        11 months ago

        I’m already in therapy for a while now. And although I do still feel this, it is much less now