Used to be like this. Now I’m like how much can I cram in before 2pm… Annnnnnd I’m late.
You need a bit more anxiety stirred into your mental illness stew
If I’ve got something at 2, all day in thinking about how’s I have to get ready for 2.
I could pay a video game, but then I might be late. So I’ll just think about why I can’t do all the things I could be doing with my day instead.
Yes that is 100% me.
That’s why I make all my appointments as early as possible. Get them over with!
Then I worry I’m gonna oversleep and miss them. So I prefer the afternoon. Then I’m anxious all day because I did get up on time anyway.
I don’t sleep that much.
This is me
Does anyone know what the “cause” of this is? Like, why does the brain do this? It’s one of the things I most wish to change about myself.
Is this an ADHD thing? I used to have a job where I started at noon. It was horrific!
I don’t know if it’s strictly ADHD but my brain can’t relax at all if I have pending appointments. At least if I remember them.
This happened to me today.
AND THEY NEVER ENDED UP CALLING
They called the day after and literally said “i don’t have anything to talk to you about”
THEN WHY BOOK A PHONE APPOINTMENT AND MAKE ME WASTE A DAY 💔
No they’re bloody not, that would mean I had to be up in the morning
Yea seriously, that just moves this whole charade to the night before and ruins my sleep.
